RIP Ekureiru Kethsar

News courtesy of one of his real life friends, who provided the information below.

"The whole Eku situation is this-- He was going through some relationship trouble and fighting a losing battle against his insecurities and gender dysphoria, since the day I met him like 3-4 years ago, he'd been constantly trying to kill himself while in a drunken haze. But he always failed spectacularly, honestly at some point I started thinking it was just for attention. But in Summer/Fall of last year, he started calling me a lot to vent about the woman that he was living with and the shit that she did to exacerbate his insecurities. At some point he stopped calling me. Then a mutual friend called me about an hour and a half ago, and told me that they found his body in his room with the door open at about 17:10 on Friday"

Goodbye senpai, you will be missed.

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Anonymous (ad8e) #3048
2023-09-30 08:50:03 UTC

LOL

Anonymous (ff1b) #2948
2023-09-13 08:08:46 UTC

die cause of
>gender dysphoria
lol lmao

Anonymous (afdd) #2617
2023-08-11 00:11:11 UTC

I have to come back now and again. I might come back to this post more than I listen to r/a/dio these days. Still missing you Eku.

Anonymous (0a74) #2086
2023-02-15 03:38:42 UTC

Can't believe it's already been 5 years. You didn't deserve to go out like that. You had a farewell tour to do, dammit. We all miss you.

Anonymous (5b0e) #2051
2022-12-31 23:22:32 UTC

Happy new years, eku

Anonymous (fef3) #2032
2022-12-25 05:38:29 UTC

RIP, Eku. You gave good times for many people.

Anonymous (c772) #1956
2022-02-06 00:34:48 UTC

Hope things are happier in whatever isekai you ended up in

Anonymous (b7e1) #1893
2021-12-24 08:46:46 UTC

Another NYE coming up without ya...

Anonymous (03dd) #1849
2021-10-26 02:11:34 UTC

fuck
I miss you.

Anonymous (a5b3) #1847
2021-10-24 18:10:37 UTC

And once more I'm back here. RIP Eku, you won't be forgotten.

Anonymous (0017) #1846
2021-10-19 19:53:07 UTC

eku just popped into my head for some reason. RIP

Anonymous (6be9) #1844
2021-10-10 03:12:47 UTC

I still miss you. Only tuned in for a few streams, but those chats in TNC were so much fun. It seems so ironic now, but I always envied your confidence. Wish I could have done more for you. - Mio

Anonymous (56e8) #1840
2021-08-16 19:44:52 UTC

Looking thru old bookmarks and found some saved streams. RIP
http://www.mediafire.com/?tgsxbe40f3xsw#lxj1g527wtz2o

Anonymous (f1ec) #1837
2021-07-31 13:30:14 UTC

How many years has it been? I miss those days of Friday Night Faggotry and how carefree they were, without a worry in the world. RIP Eku

Anonymous (d9e9) #1836
2021-07-20 17:23:51 UTC

I was listening to some Shibayan yesterday. Saw "Ripped by Ekureiru
Romanized by Ekureiru & kuma-kun" in the comment line for the album. RIP

Anonymous (6ec0) #1835
2021-07-19 13:53:35 UTC

Thought of you again today Eku. I miss those days.

Anonymous (475e) #1794
2021-02-08 18:25:23 UTC

Just found my collection of songs that Eku sang and have been listening to them today since it's around that time. I hope Haruhi has been treating you well buddy.

Anonymous (9027) #1756
2020-12-26 01:34:33 UTC

https://desuarchive.org/a/thread/213464019/#213465330

Anonymous (3f07) #1707
2020-11-28 13:14:46 UTC

Bitch never would have guessed how much she'd be missed.

Anonymous (58a8) #1637
2020-06-21 06:58:23 UTC

Can't believe it's been over two years already, I really hope there's an anime land on the other side where all of us can fag around all day, RIP Eku

Anonymous (6f74) #1596
2020-06-04 12:36:02 UTC

Remembered you passed dude. Fuck, you played some good shit back in the day. F

Anonymous (e236) #1588
2020-05-24 20:34:46 UTC

Think think about you whenever a song that you played comes up on my playlist.
;_;

Anonymous (415c) #1587
2020-05-19 07:29:54 UTC

Every day I wake up and remember this faggot is dead. Such a fucking win. Who’s the “vocal minority” now bitch?

Anonymous (cf87) #1584
2020-04-25 10:10:51 UTC

F

Anonymous (e4cf) #1551
2020-02-15 06:13:29 UTC

I think about you every day, Eku.

Anonymous (8042) #1539
2020-02-02 07:30:53 UTC

Two years later and I still miss you.
I'll never forget you Eku.
But I'll also never forgive you.
And I'll never forgive myself either

Anonymous (74b0) #1538
2020-02-01 00:12:22 UTC

I miss you Eku.

Anonymous (45d9) #1528
2019-12-31 20:56:48 UTC

F, never forget <3

Anonymous (462d) #1440
2019-05-30 02:25:46 UTC

(｀-´)> rip my dude

Anonymous (6779) #1437
2019-04-27 02:15:53 UTC

F ;_;

Anonymous (3009) #1416
2019-02-16 06:19:06 UTC

See you, space cowboy.

P.S. You're still a huge faggot

Anonymous (4438) #1408
2019-02-08 01:31:09 UTC

Its been over a year since you passed and I'm still in disbelief. I remember calling you one day not even knowing you at all when you posted your number on irc randomly. Well before you became a r/a/dio DJ, hell before r/a/dio was a thing. My only regret was not keeping in contact more. Maybe things would have been different. I've got too damn much I want to tell you about but I can't now and I regret that.

Rest in Peace you glorious faggot. May Haruhi make your afterlife exciting.

Anonymous (50c7) #1406
2019-02-04 21:12:51 UTC

I miss you faggot. Daisuki.
F

Anonymous (f686) #1403
2019-02-02 21:48:51 UTC

Hard to believe it’s been a year already. RIP my friend.

Anonymous (56c2) #1402
2019-02-02 08:16:28 UTC

Goodbye Eku
And thank you
;_;7 F

Anonymous (30d7) #1391
2019-01-07 13:22:39 UTC

RIP Eku, his friday night r/a/dio streams always uplifted me. I'll miss you. No homo

Anonymous (3beb) #1373
2019-01-01 07:53:46 UTC

F

Anonymous (23ab) #1372
2019-01-01 05:24:46 UTC

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Anonymous (4509) #1371
2019-01-01 05:17:23 UTC

good

Anonymous (c744) #1370
2019-01-01 04:37:36 UTC

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Anonymous (01c6) #1354
2018-12-27 01:59:29 UTC

F

Anonymous (42ed) #1353
2018-12-25 22:56:55 UTC

F

Anonymous (9257) #1350
2018-12-25 07:19:23 UTC

RIP friend.
F

Anonymous (71b2) #1349
2018-12-24 20:58:22 UTC

Never forget.

F

Anonymous (72eb) #1340
2018-12-17 22:15:14 UTC

You were a great friend, Eku. RIP.

F

Anonymous (1410) #1328
2018-12-06 14:00:07 UTC

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Anonymous (5a1a) #1327
2018-12-04 04:08:49 UTC

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Anonymous (4291) #1326
2018-11-28 22:25:20 UTC

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Anonymous (68ee) #1325
2018-11-28 03:51:28 UTC

we chatted a bunch on steam and played TERA once
F

Anonymous (55ad) #1324
2018-11-22 19:30:16 UTC

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Anonymous (0c7b) #1323
2018-11-10 01:03:06 UTC

f

Anonymous (b5d7) #1322
2018-11-06 21:07:29 UTC

RIP. We played osu once. It was fun.

Anonymous (31a5) #1321
2018-11-01 16:06:37 UTC

Eku is an irreplaceable part of what made r/a/dio, r/a/dio. I still miss him.

Anonymous (9bde) #1320
2018-10-31 21:26:15 UTC

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Anonymous (2c43) #1310
2018-10-25 05:41:49 UTC

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Anonymous (45c9) #1308
2018-10-23 22:24:08 UTC

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Anonymous (c23d) #1306
2018-10-19 15:02:10 UTC

Damn, just saw this.
Will never forget you Eku, thanks for the good times.
F

Anonymous (892f) #1303
2018-10-13 11:07:45 UTC

F

Anonymous (5530) #1302
2018-10-05 00:18:13 UTC

Rest in Peace Ekureiru, rest in peace.

Anonymous (6764) #1301
2018-09-25 13:54:38 UTC

Rest in peace Eki.
I'll always remember you as the DJ that drunkposted on mic and responded to the audience in enjoyable ways.
No can ever replace you.
See You, Space Cowboy.

Anonymous (e478) #1300
2018-09-20 19:33:03 UTC

did he die?

Anonymous (5b93) #1299
2018-09-19 01:20:24 UTC

Rest in peace Ekureiru
I only met her back in December, we hung out irl but then I left to another state. We discorded and called for a while. And then she just stopped responding. I always was afraid and its heartbreaking to know that my worst fears came true.

I really hope that you find peace now, you deserved so much better. I wish I could have been there for you more, or that I had the opportunity to know you longer

Anonymous (6c04) #1296
2018-09-15 06:06:04 UTC

Reposting for those who haven't seen it yet.
https://youtu.be/2z59SuLONYE

Anonymous (77ef) #1294
2018-09-10 08:21:46 UTC

I'm not a frequent user of r/a/dio, but I appreciated the couple of times I managed to tune in on Eku's radio times.
Fun times were had, among other things.

May the ground lay light on their shoulders.

Anonymous (7934) #1293
2018-09-09 21:34:06 UTC

It's probably been at least 3 years since i talked to you, or anyone that was in TNC. I remember being invited from some thread on /a/ not saying a word for probably a day or two. I remember you sharing video on skype with me while you were trying to fix your computer. I remember SHE music was starting calls on skype and i got you in one and you freaked. I am sad i never reached out to you these last few years. Maybe i could have helped.

https://i.imgur.com/VN8h6uG.jpg

-Legendary
;_;

Anonymous (494f) #1292
2018-09-05 16:58:44 UTC

Rest in peace, dude.

Anonymous (267c) #1291
2018-09-04 15:22:43 UTC

I can't believe I only found out about this now. We talked on skype and IRC around 2012-14, we were even talking about singing a duet at one point, but unfortunately we weren't much in contact these last few years. I felt incredibly guilty about it the entire time and this hit me hard because now I'll always be too late. Your streams helped me through difficult times and I'll miss you, you magnificent faggot.

F ;_;

Anonymous (5140) #1290
2018-08-27 17:04:55 UTC

holy shit F
Eku, I will remember you.

Anonymous (e0c3) #1289
2018-08-26 22:37:01 UTC

Fridays with Kuma; Sundays with Eku. Some memorable times and threads.

F

Anonymous (f2ff) #1288
2018-08-26 17:13:09 UTC

F

Anonymous (8087) #1286
2018-08-24 04:23:24 UTC

F

Anonymous (a756) #1285
2018-08-24 03:08:13 UTC

;_;7

Anonymous (fd30) #1284
2018-08-22 15:23:43 UTC

Still missing the Ekusessions. Fuck man.

Anonymous (fa40) #1283
2018-08-19 17:37:35 UTC

Late F

Anonymous (ae4a) #1278
2018-07-21 16:43:18 UTC

Wait, this wasn't a meme, what in the heavens? Eku can't be fucking dead!

Anonymous (39e2) #1277
2018-07-21 08:13:09 UTC

Damn he had the cutest avatar

Anonymous (30f8) #1276
2018-07-21 07:33:58 UTC

F

Anonymous (e672) #1274
2018-07-19 08:59:19 UTC

He had an effect on me too, and even though I only found out now, my night has changed.
Rest in peace

Anonymous (b9e1) #1271
2018-07-17 06:57:05 UTC

F

Anonymous (aeea) #1257
2018-07-11 12:51:10 UTC

Rest in Peace
F

Anonymous (48c2) #1249
2018-07-06 23:27:05 UTC

; - ; 7

Anonymous (3485) #1248
2018-07-03 08:12:32 UTC

seriously? ;_;

Anonymous (878c) #1247
2018-07-01 08:33:24 UTC

Hey, I listened intermittently throughout the years. Recently I've had a lot of good going on for me, and as I drove home, I heard "Tuesday's Gone" on the radio and struggled to remember where I remember hearing it all the time.

Then it came to me. It was on r/a/dio. I used to listen specifically to Ekureiru and Eggmun on the regular and really enjoyed their streams.

I want you to know that the music you played brought a new light to my life in one of its darkest periods.

Thank you, an

Anonymous (59b1) #1246
2018-06-27 03:50:47 UTC

Please have a new topic so we don't have to see "RIP Eku"
Its bringing back bad memories ;_;

Anonymous (482b) #1244
2018-06-20 01:39:45 UTC

Ripureiru

Anonymous (a6c6) #1243
2018-06-16 14:57:34 UTC

Wait what? But I enjoyed Eku's radio times the most. ;_;

Anonymous (d0a3) #1242
2018-06-08 05:34:01 UTC

I don't know what to say. Eku was always like a shining light at the end of the week, somebody to kick back with and take it easy, and now this.

Rest in peace, senpai, and one day we'll all meet again in the other world.

F

Anonymous (767b) #1241
2018-06-06 08:41:32 UTC

I still can't believe Eku is fucking dead. (2)

Anonymous (ec8e) #1240
2018-06-05 21:17:14 UTC

I thought it was a meme and just found out about it. Rest in peace.

Anonymous (4409) #1239
2018-06-05 05:54:50 UTC

Well fuck I haven't listened in over half a decade and just wanted to check if this shit is still running and I come across this?

You'll be here forever... Rest In Peace

Anonymous (63e7) #1238
2018-06-01 04:16:09 UTC

F

Anonymous (d34e) #1237
2018-05-30 21:19:47 UTC

F

Anonymous (8087) #1236
2018-05-27 17:15:50 UTC

F

Anonymous (64e6) #1233
2018-05-23 01:19:03 UTC

I still remember you being with us at that epic Christmas stream back in 2012, and your awesome screamo. RIP man, we'll miss you.

Anonymous (ac52) #1232
2018-05-19 02:06:47 UTC

F
;_;

Anonymous (b632) #1231
2018-05-15 23:46:55 UTC

God damnit Eku, I read managed to read this. I may have never listened to r/a/dio much, but I fondly remember your role in forming it and all the happiness and comfiness you brought, not just by your streams but also in the IRC.
It fucking sucks that life had go be this way, you deserved so so much better than all of this, and we'll always remember you. I hope you're in the best possible place now, and if not that you're at least in our collective memories.

;_;

Shiz.

Anonymous (73ae) #1230
2018-05-14 03:18:08 UTC

F

Anonymous (e952) #1229
2018-05-08 02:29:27 UTC

F

Anonymous (be76) #1228
2018-05-07 06:51:20 UTC

This actually makes me depressed. Goodbye Ekureiru. Rest in peace.

Anonymous (55b4) #1227
2018-05-02 17:51:14 UTC

RIP Eku. Thanks for all the Fridays.

Anonymous (81d4) #1226
2018-04-30 21:13:40 UTC

No way, I can't believe his dead

Anonymous (8dad) #1225
2018-04-30 19:20:45 UTC

F
;_;

Anonymous (dfe2) #1224
2018-04-30 17:28:22 UTC

F

Anonymous (2707) #1222
2018-04-25 19:16:54 UTC

F

Anonymous (a691) #1221
2018-04-25 13:03:46 UTC

F

Anonymous (e279) #1219
2018-04-22 06:32:24 UTC

F

Anonymous (b4ce) #1218
2018-04-21 20:35:34 UTC

I loved you Eku and this news is so extremely depressing and unexpected I am a grown man in tears reading this. I was never friends with you but you were the reason I listened to the stream at all when I started so many years ago. You introduced me to Clockup Flowers, you were an inspiration for me to start making music. Your situation was exactly like my own, I've been in a drunken haze and tried to kill myself unsuccessfully so many times over a girl. You saved my life a lot of times.

Anonymous (7cd6) #1217
2018-04-21 05:59:29 UTC

Man, so sad that eku cant be here for 4/20
F

Anonymous (4e9d) #1216
2018-04-21 05:06:04 UTC

F

I miss you Eku

Anonymous (6c04) #1215
2018-04-19 06:46:45 UTC

https://youtu.be/2z59SuLONYE

Anonymous (3249) #1214
2018-04-14 05:00:25 UTC

Fuck, I loved Eku and her streams.

You were always a little girl to me.

Anonymous (1877) #1213
2018-04-13 10:00:08 UTC

I still can't believe Eku is fucking dead.

Anonymous (f9d6) #1209
2018-04-05 05:50:17 UTC

F

Anonymous (f687) #1206
2018-04-04 06:13:55 UTC

It has been almost two months and I'm still not over it. I miss this f/a/ggot so much. I just wish I could have one more Skype chat of us BS'ing about the Star War prequels or how good Toradora was.

He/She did what I could never do and I'm legit jealous only because I'm still here fucked up and they're gone. I wish this was a joke and Eku would talk to us on a Frid/a/y night again.

Anonymous (4317) #1205
2018-04-03 18:41:39 UTC

F

Anonymous (9dbb) #1202
2018-04-01 08:34:08 UTC

Sad to hear this, always enjoyed the streams and the personality that came along with it.

Anonymous (12c0) #1200
2018-03-31 06:58:50 UTC

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Anonymous (16b7) #1197
2018-03-30 22:27:57 UTC

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Anonymous (c5a5) #1196
2018-03-28 10:31:31 UTC

Fucking hell, it took over a month for me to realize these news. No wonder I didn't catch any of Eku's streams lately. Hopefully this is nothing more than an elaborate story to notify of someone stepping down r/a/dio and making it dramatic, but if not may you rest in peace and meet Aniki.

F

Anonymous (e00b) #1195
2018-03-27 18:47:13 UTC

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Anonymous (f571) #1194
2018-03-25 22:39:13 UTC

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Anonymous (2532) #1193
2018-03-24 00:05:34 UTC

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Anonymous (4d4b) #1192
2018-03-21 21:19:46 UTC

I leave for awhile due to depression and return to this. I was only ever a lurker but I was here for quite a bit of his streams back in 2015-2016. Even if you did get overly drunk and depressed and make drama while streaming a couple times I still liked you from afar even if you were a faggot. We're all faggots in some form here which is why we remain anon or in your case, namefag.

Death and nonexistence will make us all equal eventually. I'll be with you all in the abyss soon.

F

Anonymous (6418) #1191
2018-03-19 22:32:07 UTC

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Anonymous (9d88) #1190
2018-03-17 17:38:02 UTC

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Anonymous (31b0) #1189
2018-03-17 09:10:06 UTC

Can't believe I found out about this late. Rest In Peace, always enjoyed tuning in to the streams for long homework sessions.

Anonymous (da7c) #1188
2018-03-17 02:38:07 UTC

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Anonymous (3613) #1187
2018-03-16 21:22:14 UTC

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Anonymous (16de) #1186
2018-03-15 18:40:43 UTC

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Anonymous (c948) #1185
2018-03-15 05:30:19 UTC

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Anonymous (cc22) #1184
2018-03-12 02:36:40 UTC

Rest in Peace, Ekureiru.

I hope you did find some peace in the another world, i will meet you soon.

Anonymous (2224) #1183
2018-03-10 13:56:41 UTC

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Anonymous (cdac) #1182
2018-03-10 06:30:24 UTC

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Anonymous (fcab) #1181
2018-03-10 05:52:55 UTC

Fuck. I can't believe I'm reading this, let alone over a month after it happened.

I'm gonna miss you. Thanks for the memories.

Rest In Peace, Eku.

Anonymous (b3b9) #1180
2018-03-09 20:39:26 UTC

F

Anonymous (f590) #1179
2018-03-07 01:56:02 UTC

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Anonymous (6caa) #1178
2018-03-06 21:30:27 UTC

RIP

Anonymous (6af1) #1177
2018-03-05 05:44:04 UTC

He's with Aniki having a gay orgy in heaven now

Anonymous (79c2) #1176
2018-03-04 10:16:38 UTC

What the fuck, man? Rest in peace. ;_;

Anonymous (6355) #1175
2018-03-04 04:17:48 UTC

F

I'm a very casual listener and while I might not have talked to the people here, I enjoyed his streams a lot. Rest in peace.

Anonymous (cbab) #1174
2018-02-28 17:50:18 UTC

F

Anonymous (a817) #1173
2018-02-27 23:29:48 UTC

F ;_;7

Anonymous (a6fe) #1172
2018-02-27 07:41:23 UTC

F

Anonymous (e798) #1171
2018-02-26 21:48:12 UTC

F

gensokyo awaits you friend.

Anonymous (6734) #1170
2018-02-26 14:38:00 UTC

fuck this
why

Anonymous (1c7f) #1169
2018-02-25 13:23:20 UTC

F

Anonymous (8f30) #1168
2018-02-25 13:23:07 UTC

F rip ma nigga

Anonymous (fe62) #1167
2018-02-25 00:47:47 UTC

God fucking damn it, man. God fucking damn it.

Anonymous (8b71) #1166
2018-02-24 01:55:54 UTC

Can't say I really knew Eku and I hope this isn't true, but I always appreciated Eku keeping it real and holding down Fridays like a champ. Thanks for sharing your shit experiences about military service. Ever since you first revealed your waifu was Haruhi my respect for you is immortalized. Patrician taste.

t. kuma generation listener who still tunes in every now and then

Anonymous (4071) #1165
2018-02-23 14:11:35 UTC

F ug

Anonymous (c4a8) #1164
2018-02-21 21:01:28 UTC

F
;_;

Anonymous (8b71) #1163
2018-02-21 15:29:02 UTC

Rest in peace Ekureiru. I always liked listening to your streams.
F

Anonymous (a119) #1162
2018-02-20 18:04:30 UTC

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Anonymous (d097) #1161
2018-02-20 12:38:42 UTC

Rest in peace Eku. I didn't know you actually, just heard you stream sometimes. But I will definitely miss you.
F.

Anonymous (1d25) #1159
2018-02-19 15:24:22 UTC

Oh shit, sad news.
F
Sweet dreams.

Anonymous (9018) #1158
2018-02-19 04:15:43 UTC

You will be missed Eku :'^(

Anonymous (0e52) #1157
2018-02-18 20:42:52 UTC

Say hi to Reimu for me.

F.

Anonymous (8fe3) #1156
2018-02-17 19:22:55 UTC

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Anonymous (503c) #1155
2018-02-17 09:59:53 UTC

Eku's streams helped me get through a difficult part of my life. I'll miss him dearly.

Anonymous (a993) #1154
2018-02-17 03:44:29 UTC

RIP.

Anonymous (6462) #1153
2018-02-16 19:05:56 UTC

Thanks for always telling me I was a manly little girl. Your streams were always my favourite. I'd stay up until 4am euro to catch the start of them and still be able to catch the end of them in the morning.
F

Anonymous (385f) #1152
2018-02-16 18:09:05 UTC

F
My favourite DJ who got me to discover many great obscure albums.
It will be weird to not be able to look forward to those streams again.

Anonymous (6594) #1151
2018-02-16 15:37:00 UTC

F
I'll miss your streams, Eku, they were a lot of fun, even if you were a tranny faggot.

Anonymous (756d) #1148
2018-02-15 07:35:28 UTC

You're golden, Eku.

Anonymous (20d4) #1145
2018-02-15 05:00:38 UTC

Well, if my Valentine's day wasn't sad enough, I learned this. I'll miss your blushing avatar.

Anonymous (81c0) #1143
2018-02-14 16:41:38 UTC

Yeah but what about pnig?

https://gyazo.com/40d495b42ae73ffde4e1139042b06c13

Anonymous (cc65) #1138
2018-02-14 01:49:04 UTC

I don't really know what else to say. This actually really bums me out.
I guess all I can type is
F

Anonymous (ec1f) #1137
2018-02-13 10:00:41 UTC

You were always a nice person. Despite my obnoxious personality and rude behavior you were never spiteful back towards me.
I hope you're in a better place now.

Siztra, your friend.

Anonymous (7e14) #1132
2018-02-12 02:04:29 UTC

Nothing I can say will do you justice.

I'm infinitely grateful to you; without your streams I'd likely have died years ago. You were kind, and warm, and gregarious. I'm crying again. I wish I could have done more for you. I wish I could have provided whatever you were looking for. I'll miss you. I'll never forget you.

See you space cowgirl.

Anonymous (5640) #1129
2018-02-11 15:13:16 UTC

Assuming this is real, that's a tragic loss. Ekureiru was the most dedicated DJ in r/a/dio, his Friday Night Faggotry and Tsund/a/y streams were a source of joy and musical wonders for many anons, week after week. Eku shared all the music in his heart with us, and we shared ours with him through our requests. I won't forget those glorious times we've had, Eku, but you will be missed. I wish I talked with you more often. I shed manly tears for you, no homo.

/r/ you find peace
Ec Tisia, friend

Anonymous (7641) #1128
2018-02-11 05:27:03 UTC

https://youtu.be/2z59SuLONYE
This is touching.

Anonymous (7844) #1127
2018-02-11 04:53:46 UTC

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Anonymous (dc73) #1126
2018-02-11 02:52:06 UTC

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Anonymous (d465) #1125
2018-02-11 02:48:35 UTC

F

Anonymous (3973) #1124
2018-02-11 02:33:53 UTC

I was late to the party, didn't start tuning into 'til 2015, and then summer of 2017 we met through discord, and found out we lived half an hour from each other. So we did a 3 am whataburger run because why the hell not?

We hung out actively for about a month ish and almost dated, but a lot of shit happened and we fell out, it happens a lot.

I'm sorry I ignored your message to reconnect last month, I regretted that even before hearing the news.

Rest in peace.

Anonymous (8064) #1123
2018-02-10 18:37:23 UTC

RIP Eku

I regret that I was too afraid to try and talk to you, I'm sure you had others but it's always nice to have other gender dysphoric people to vent to. I wish that I could've helped.

Anonymous (541c) #1122
2018-02-10 13:17:45 UTC

RIP in Peace, Eku. You were my favorite DJ.

F

Anonymous (cc45) #1121
2018-02-10 10:07:03 UTC

I missed your last stream, only to later learn that i'll never hear it again.
I wish I hadn't been so busy.
I hope you enjoy where you are right now more than I enjoyed your streams.
o7

Anonymous (edd1) #1120
2018-02-10 08:42:37 UTC

Can you imagine being Eku?
Just WEEPING to himself at how SAD of a gaylord he is and asking his buttbuddies to "hey wouldn't it be SAD if you were to never call me back? I'd act like all CONFIDENT and shit in real life and like I'm stable lel but I just cut myself a little duduru~~
His suicidal reaction to shit is so fucking disheartening and real that I honestly don't know how my room isn't full of tears right now.

Anonymous (fc3b) #1119
2018-02-10 05:57:37 UTC

I'm sorry Eku.

I'll never forget you, my dear friend.

Anonymous (100a) #1118
2018-02-10 02:47:23 UTC

F
I never cared about genders of anonymous people so I will remember Eku as I have always been.
I will miss ya, you ding dong bugger dugger.
F

I hope you press F for me too if it's my time to go.

Anonymous (5413) #1117
2018-02-10 02:45:15 UTC

RIP. Eku really improved as a DJ over the years, I appreciated his streams. In our microculture we make light of depression and suicide, but for all of the other Anons out there who feel pain every day--get help, and keep hope, even if it seems impossible. Some troubles might never leave us, but its possible to live well even with those troubles.

Anonymous (b53a) #1116
2018-02-10 02:34:23 UTC

May your spirits guide use to the ether realm

Anonymous (f90b) #1115
2018-02-10 02:12:59 UTC

Eku was the best one of you fags, gonna miss that weeb. My wishes go out to his waifu, may she find peace as well.

Anonymous (393b) #1114
2018-02-10 01:36:35 UTC

Well it's actually quite sad to hear this. Even if we made fun of you at times we'll still all miss you you glorious f/a/ggot. It was always nice that he played requests and he was helpful when I needed some flac songs that were missing from my collection.

See you in Gensokyo when it's time ;-;7

Anonymous (5c4a) #1113
2018-02-10 01:20:38 UTC

RIP. Your streams helped me out a lot in some tough times. I hope you are in a better place.

Anonymous (b5ad) #1112
2018-02-10 01:11:51 UTC

may your soul finally find peace

Anonymous (db7b) #1111
2018-02-10 00:35:56 UTC

RIP my fellow Erikafag. I won't forget you.

Anonymous (27ce) #1110
2018-02-10 00:17:03 UTC

RIP eku

Anonymous (7641) #1109
2018-02-10 00:15:00 UTC

https://youtu.be/2z59SuLONYE

Anonymous (dc77) #1108
2018-02-09 23:59:08 UTC

RIP eku

Anonymous (685a) #1107
2018-02-09 23:02:02 UTC

F

Anonymous (7641) #1106
2018-02-09 20:34:58 UTC

I remember being good friends with Eku back in the day when r/a/dio was a regular thing on /a/. I went to Eden Radio and we made plans to collab on streams, even host No Pan Nights of our own. He taught me all I knew about being a DJ and i'm taking this news harder than I thought I would. He was a good friend and didn't deserve this. I hope you're in a better place and i'll be seeing you soon, you glorious faggot. Say hi to Haruhi for me. RIP brother.

  • Jebus
Anonymous (9a55) #1105
2018-02-09 17:46:39 UTC

Fake and gay

Anonymous (c6a4) #1103
2018-02-08 15:50:47 UTC

I think this would be a good opportunity for definite r/a/dio closure, things aren't the same anymore and parting ways here may make it easier than everyone slowly fading away.

Anonymous (b79f) #1102
2018-02-08 05:31:29 UTC

Why can't it be Bacon instead?

Anonymous (50a5) #1101
2018-02-08 00:01:01 UTC

RIP Eclair

Don't blame yourself or anything Keth

Anonymous (1e52) #1100
2018-02-07 23:32:15 UTC

Fucking Jews...

Anonymous (16c0) #1099
2018-02-07 23:17:18 UTC

fuck, it's raining...

Anonymous (9a4a) #1098
2018-02-07 20:23:36 UTC

F

Anonymous (a9ef) #1097
2018-02-07 04:32:33 UTC

I used to shit on her in the megu threads, but eventually stopped. I thought I made up but when I heard the news I went back through my old messages, and she never clued in to what I was trying to say. I feel like all those times we talked were based on false premises. I just wish I could say sorry explicitly, and show her how much people actually care.

I'm sorry eku. I'm going to carry this guilt for the rest of my life so I don't treat others how I treated you those times.
F

Anonymous (dfd1) #1096
2018-02-07 02:39:03 UTC

I dated Eku for about a month last year. She was incredibly sweet and loved what she did with you all. I like to think that it was distracting for her, in a good way. My fondest memory of her is still when I was having a terrible morning, and didn't want to do anything but cry. She told me to tune in, and for an hour straight, she played nothing but calming music, the kind that she knew would help me. She loved all those close to her and tried her best. Thank you guys for giving her a place. F.

Anonymous (7e1a) #1095
2018-02-07 01:51:55 UTC

I loved Eku's Friday nights, I listened to them numerous times some years ago. He would make my long Fridays at work bearable, including the long rides driving home late at night. I wish he knew how many lives he touched just by playing awesome music and keeping people entertained and pissass drunk whenever they were lonely on those nights.

Rest in peace, friend.

Anonymous (3529) #1094
2018-02-07 01:41:52 UTC

To you, his friends and family he may of cared about; condolences man. I hope he finds peace in the next life that he couldn't find here.

Anonymous (fea2) #1093
2018-02-07 01:04:18 UTC

RIP. It sucks not knowing you're around anymore. You played great tunes, and overall a nice person to talk with. I wish I could have had the chance to thank you one more time before you left us.

Goodbye. ;_;7

Anonymous (9817) #1092
2018-02-06 20:49:08 UTC

Holy fucking shit this is sad as fuck. Me and my friends used to smoke weed and listen to Eku's streams in uni a few years back... Those were some of the best Friday nights I've had... RIP man.

Anonymous (d441) #1091
2018-02-06 18:38:43 UTC

I keep checking back to see if maybe this was all a joke. I'd be so happy if it was just a sick prank.

Anonymous (d15e) #1088
2018-02-06 06:17:06 UTC

Fucking tragic. This actually upsets me.

Anonymous (5fbb) #1087
2018-02-06 05:09:04 UTC

I didn't know him well like some others did but he was the main reason I started coming here long ago.

Anonymous (fbc3) #1086
2018-02-06 04:01:17 UTC

F

Anonymous (cd98) #1085
2018-02-06 03:36:46 UTC

F

Anonymous (8087) #1084
2018-02-05 22:18:05 UTC

F

Anonymous (22f6) #1083
2018-02-05 22:09:22 UTC

I loved Eku's streams so much ;_;

https://i.imgur.com/1cv8Wx8.jpg

Anonymous (9231) #1082
2018-02-05 20:41:16 UTC

dang, I don't have words for this. I'll miss his streams.

F

Anonymous (a676) #1081
2018-02-05 17:49:40 UTC

I've listened to you for years Eku. I'm sorry to see you go. I hope you've found the peace that you were so desperate for. Hopefully /a/nons will remember you fondly; I certainly do.

This is why I always post something positive when people mention if they are contemplating an action such as this. We are a community; we're here forever. Let's keep it that way.

Anonymous (5c92) #1080
2018-02-05 17:22:22 UTC

Sayonara, you glorious f/a/ggot.
;_;7

Anonymous (fd30) #1079
2018-02-05 15:44:27 UTC

Looks like he beat us to anime land.
Later dude.

Anonymous (b65c) #1078
2018-02-05 15:41:28 UTC

F

Anonymous (e22e) #1077
2018-02-05 15:35:19 UTC

F

Anonymous (99bb) #1076
2018-02-05 15:29:37 UTC

F

Anonymous (8222) #1074
2018-02-05 15:26:27 UTC

F

Anonymous (f403) #1073
2018-02-05 11:35:51 UTC

Goddamn this feels bad. My condolences to all of those who were more acquainted with Eku than I was.

Anonymous (c603) #1072
2018-02-05 06:55:41 UTC

What the fuck.

This can't be real.

Anonymous (f687) #1071
2018-02-05 05:49:50 UTC

This is so sad. Eku's streams are what got me to listening to r/a/dio back in the day. I used to hang out every Friday and holiday to get wasted with everyone while he streams. Then we started talking on Skype and played LoL together. We even watched movies and anime together.

I haven't talked to him in a couple years because life has been busy, but the last few times I reached out, he didn't respond.

RIP Eku. You'll be missed.

Anonymous (75b5) #1070
2018-02-05 05:01:28 UTC

F ekutan, thank you

Anonymous (7844) #1069
2018-02-05 04:57:47 UTC

I still remember your first night, Eku. Kuma-kun heading to bed, a few /a/nons ready to keep going, not sure what to expect from the new guy. And you shredded it, man: good picks, fun transitions, groovy blocks. I'll never forget your voice calling me or anyone else out over the stream. You were a good DJ, you were a good friend, and you were a good person Eku.

I hope there's a better place and you made it there. Big F ;_;7

Anonymous (6c66) #1067
2018-02-05 04:32:21 UTC

Rip Eclair tan. I'll see you in Gensokyo one day.

Anonymous (ad32) #1066
2018-02-05 04:20:31 UTC

man i miss kuma

Anonymous (fc60) #1065
2018-02-05 03:43:04 UTC

F

Anonymous (02d6) #1064
2018-02-05 02:54:22 UTC

Eku, thank you for spending so much time with us. I’ll miss you.

Anonymous (c6f0) #1063
2018-02-05 02:35:28 UTC

eku will be missed, rip

Anonymous (2faf) #1062
2018-02-05 02:09:19 UTC

Damn that sucks. Even though he was often a shit DJ, he at least streamed every week and eventually would get to requests. Rest in peace.

Anonymous (3a30) #1061
2018-02-05 01:58:29 UTC

Eku's Friday streams were the one thing I looked forward to during some of the lowest times of my life.
I hope you're in a better place.

Anonymous (dcc9) #1060
2018-02-05 01:16:09 UTC

I really hope this isn't real. I can't count the number of days Eku's streams made so much better or bearable at all. Gender Dysphoria is a cruel and misunderstood condition. I hope you are in better place now.

Anonymous (1236) #1059
2018-02-05 01:00:41 UTC

F

Anonymous (f7a8) #1058
2018-02-05 00:30:01 UTC

How easy it is to repel and to wipe away every impression which is troublesome or unsuitable, and immediately to be in all tranquility.

Anonymous (c21e) #1057
2018-02-05 00:14:26 UTC

;_;

Anonymous (56a7) #1056
2018-02-04 23:55:47 UTC

Eku was a good friend of mine. I'm absolutely shocked, and was completely unaware of the situation... My condolences.

Anonymous (bef6) #1055
2018-02-04 23:19:22 UTC

o7 |=

Rest in peace

Anonymous (24bd) #1054
2018-02-04 23:16:51 UTC

Later soldier.

Anonymous (fe29) #1053
2018-02-04 22:03:48 UTC

;_;7
F

Anonymous (a996) #1052
2018-02-04 21:56:26 UTC

hitori janai

Anonymous (659f) #1051
2018-02-04 21:55:05 UTC

Holy shit, rest in peace you glorious motherfucker. Loved tuning into your streams, god damn.

See you, space cowboy. ;_;7

Anonymous (4e67) #1050
2018-02-04 21:28:03 UTC

Is this for real?

Anonymous (1e2e) #1049
2018-02-04 21:22:42 UTC

;_;7

Anonymous (a7a8) #1047
2018-02-04 20:11:29 UTC

That's a shame. I was just idly wondering what he was up to during f/a/ggotry the other day, too.

Anonymous (cb9b) #1046
2018-02-04 18:50:21 UTC

;_;

His late night unannounced streams back in the day really were great.

Anonymous (516d) #1045
2018-02-04 18:38:53 UTC

Who?

Anonymous (cbe1) #1044
2018-02-04 18:16:42 UTC

F

Anonymous (41a8) #1043
2018-02-04 18:11:34 UTC

Kill all the gays and the faggots.

Anonymous (a236) #1042
2018-02-04 18:07:11 UTC

>tranny killing himelf

あはははは

Anonymous (dc85) #1041
2018-02-04 18:06:17 UTC

Is 2018 shaping up to be the worst year this decade?

Anonymous (1805) #1040
2018-02-04 17:53:16 UTC

Fuck you Eku, you're supposed to be here forever.
You're not allowed to leave.

Anonymous (6167) #1039
2018-02-04 17:30:31 UTC

f

Anonymous (1e5f) #1038
2018-02-04 16:06:24 UTC

When's Claud?

Anonymous (ae59) #1037
2018-02-04 16:01:31 UTC

A very sad news indeed

My past is slipping away fast

Anonymous (68f5) #1036
2018-02-04 15:55:01 UTC

In the off chance you are reading these comments for whatever reason Eku, I hope you are in a better place. I wish I knew just how bad things were getting for you, and I am truly sorry I treated you the way I did at certain points. I think we all are here. May you find peace.

Anonymous (d1aa) #1035
2018-02-04 15:13:25 UTC

rest in peace eku, hope you can find better joy whenever you went

Anonymous (5640) #1034
2018-02-04 14:25:08 UTC

What the fuck, this better not be true.

Anonymous (421c) #1033
2018-02-04 13:13:19 UTC

F

Anonymous (6415) #1032
2018-02-04 12:23:50 UTC

:(

Anonymous (544e) #1031
2018-02-04 12:11:03 UTC

Rest in Piece Eku

Anonymous (a509) #1029
2018-02-04 11:58:53 UTC

I didn't know Eku but I want to say sorry and thank you. Condolences to all affected.

Anonymous (d49b) #1028
2018-02-04 11:46:30 UTC

wtf im crying...

Anonymous (1827) #1027
2018-02-04 11:42:13 UTC

Farewell

Anonymous (3ca4) #1026
2018-02-04 11:27:53 UTC

F

Anonymous (ab50) #1025
2018-02-04 10:19:13 UTC

F

Anonymous (dc59) #1024
2018-02-04 10:07:04 UTC

Goodbye my friend.

Anonymous (2212) #1023
2018-02-04 09:50:22 UTC

Ay, not sure who this cunt was but anyway RIP. Being a tranny would have been shit. At least your at peace now, friend. Sounds like your /a/ buddy's think you were a sick cunt DJ with your gay anime tunes. Good luck to you in the afterlife. Remember to take your chromosomes with you when your spirit departs earth for Gensokyo.

Anonymous (c1ff) #1022
2018-02-04 09:49:27 UTC

:( This is heartbreaking. Eku's streams were what kept ME from offing myself a while back. I wish I could have done something.

Anonymous (b073) #1021
2018-02-04 09:20:47 UTC

F

Anonymous (f381) #1020
2018-02-04 09:18:27 UTC

I hope you find whatever it was that was missing.

Anonymous (0c8d) #1019
2018-02-04 09:10:08 UTC

A fate almost as bad as Kuma's.

Sayonara, samurai.

Shavadava #1018
2018-02-04 08:45:56 UTC

;_;7

The first DJ I really knew. Thanks for the fun times and getting me into this whole thing.

Anonymous (01f0) #1017
2018-02-04 08:43:07 UTC

I will remember him for always playing Ganbara every week

F

Anonymous (c975) #1016
2018-02-04 08:22:15 UTC

I'm not sure if Eku would like so much personal information out there like this.

Its appreciated nonetheless.

Thank you for so many wonderful years Eku.
RIP
You will always be the best.

Anonymous (c2e7) #1015
2018-02-04 08:19:32 UTC

F

Anonymous (53f4) #1014
2018-02-04 08:07:49 UTC

RIP.

Anonymous (f1a3) #1013
2018-02-04 08:06:22 UTC

rip to the only good dj

Anonymous (49e7) #1012
2018-02-04 08:05:28 UTC

F

Anonymous (ed62) #1011
2018-02-04 08:02:04 UTC

rip

kipukun #1010
2018-02-04 07:56:31 UTC

it was brief, eku. RIP

Anonymous (ecf9) #1009
2018-02-04 07:53:08 UTC

God damm it eku. I liked you, I was hoping you left us to live a good life. This is truly the worst RIP thanks for all the memories

Anonymous (10b4) #1008
2018-02-04 07:52:47 UTC

I will never forget those Friday nights on /a/, when everything was fine and dandy and Eku played requests.

See you, space cowboy.

Anonymous (7b1b) #1007
2018-02-04 07:51:48 UTC

F

Anonymous (3e8b) #1006
2018-02-04 07:51:36 UTC

;_;

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